Tuesday, February 25, 2025

The choice

 Here is a dialogue between Krishna and Karna during the moment when Karna drives Krishna back from Vidura's house after Krishna's peace mission to Hastinapura fails.

Scene: Nightfall on the road from Hastinapura to the Pandava camp

(Karna holds the reins of the chariot, his face grim. Krishna sits beside him, his expression calm and knowing. The air is heavy with unspoken truths.)

Karna (breaking the silence):

You knew they would refuse, didn’t you? Even before you stepped into the Kuru court, you knew Duryodhana would never give away even five villages. Yet you came. Was it just a test, Madhava?

Krishna (smiling faintly):

Not a test, Karna—a chance. A final chance for Duryodhana to choose dharma over arrogance. A chance for Hastinapura to avoid the rivers of blood that will now flow. But yes, I knew he would not listen. Pride deafens even the wisest of men; what can it do to one who is already blind with greed?

Karna (tightening his grip on the reins):

And now war is certain. So many will die. Perhaps even I...

Krishna (gently):

Yes, war is certain. But your death? That is a choice, Karna. A choice you still have.

Karna (his voice hardening):

Choice? I have none. My loyalty is pledged. Duryodhana raised me when the world mocked me. He gave me a throne when others denied me even dignity. Should I now betray him, simply because dharma demands it?

Krishna (watching Karna keenly):

Is it dharma to fight for adharma? Is it loyalty to drag an entire kingdom to destruction just to repay one man's favor? A true friend would guide Duryodhana away from ruin—not march at his side into it.

(Karna remains silent, his mind battling his emotions.)

Krishna (after a pause):

Karna, I spoke to Kunti before coming here. She told me what you already know in your heart—you are not Radheya, the son of a charioteer. You are Kaunteya, the firstborn of Kunti, the elder brother of the Pandavas. Your true place is with them, not against them.

Karna (his breath unsteady, eyes staring ahead):

Why do you do this, Krishna? Why do you tempt me with a past I can never claim? Even if I accept the truth, will it erase the years of rejection? Will it remove the curses I bear? Will it change who I have become?

Krishna (softly):

It will change your future. You were denied a throne, but I offer you a kingdom of love. You were denied a brotherhood, but I offer you a bond of dharma. You were denied justice, but I offer you the chance to stand on the side of righteousness. What has passed is beyond change, Karna. But what is to come—that is still in your hands.

Karna (shaking his head, his voice laced with sorrow):

It is too late, Krishna. Even if Yudhishthira welcomes me, even if Arjuna forgives me, what of Duryodhana? Will he not see it as betrayal? Can I bear the shame of deserting the only man who stood by me?

Krishna (his voice firm):

Duryodhana is your friend, but he is not your master. The soul is bound by its own karma, not by another’s will. If you die on his side, you die as the warrior who lost his way. But if you fight for dharma, you will be remembered as the noble Karna, the son of Surya, the elder Pandava, a warrior who chose righteousness over attachment.

Karna (his eyes glistening, but his jaw clenched):

If I switch sides now, the world will call me a traitor. They will say I abandoned my friend in his darkest hour.

Krishna (smiling sadly):

And if you do not, the world will call you a great warrior who fought for the wrong cause. They will sing of your valor but mourn the fate you chose. What is worse, Karna—to be called a traitor by those who walk the wrong path, or to be remembered as a hero who embraced the right one?

(Karna looks at Krishna, his heart aching. But then, his gaze hardens with resolve.)

Karna (with quiet determination):

I cannot leave Duryodhana, Krishna. My path was set the day he made me a king. Even if it is the wrong path, I must walk it to the end. This is my fate.

(Krishna looks at him for a long moment, then sighs.)

Krishna (with deep compassion):

No, Karna. Fate did not bring you here. Your choices did. And now, you choose again—to embrace doom rather than salvation. I do not blame you, but my heart grieves for you. For I see what you could have been... and what you will become.

(The chariot moves on in silence, the night swallowing them in its embrace, as destiny marches forward, unrelenting.)

This dialogue captures the deep conflict within Karna—his tragic adherence to loyalty over righteousness—and Krishna’s profound attempt to lead him to the light. 

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