Friday, December 20, 2019

dream within dream.

YogaVasista.
The wisdom imparted by sage Vasista to Lord Rama defies the outward forms of seriousness. 
Vasista teaches through telling of a good story actually 64 interwoven tales with variety of themes. The first being the relation between dream and reality. Svapna/ Satya;
The story of Lavana the king coming under a spell of a court jester lives an alternate life within the poor tribal community regains consciousness and finds out his supposed dream confirmed when he visited his former imagined realm and discovered that his alternate family was real.
Visista discusses concepts of the individual in interesting ways showing the soul creates its own situations due to their will and action because of the efficacy of Karma they all bend towards correct action or dharma.
to be continued.

chod

Even such is time which takes in trust
our youth our joys and all we have
and pays us nought but age and dust
which in the dark and silent grave
when we have wandered all our ways
shuts up the story of our days
and from which grave and earth and dust
the lord shall raise me up I trust.


The more we live more brief appears
our life's succeeding stages
a day to childhood seems a year
and years like passing ages
when joys have lost their bloom and breath
and life itself is vipid
why as we reach the falls of death
feel we its tide more rapid
Heaven gives our years of fading strength
indemnifying fleetness
and those of youth and seeming length
proportioned to their sweetness.

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

living art.



























BG, Sanatsugatiya and Anugita.

Too old to play with passion. too young to be without desire

Faust
A knock? Come in! Again my quiet broken?
Mephistopheles
’Tis I!
Faust
   Come in!
Mephistopheles
   Thrice must the words be spoken.
Faust
Come in, then!
Mephistopheles
      Thus thou pleasest me.
I hope we’ll suit each other well;
For now, thy vapors to dispel,
I come, a squire of high degree,
In scarlet coat, with golden trimming,
A cloak in silken lustre swimming,
A tall cock’s-feather in my hat,
A long, sharp sword for show or quarrel —
And I advise thee, brief and flat,
To don the self-same gay apparel,
That, from this den released, and free,
Life be at last revealed to thee!
Faust
This life of earth, whatever my attire,
Would pain me in its wonted fashion.
Too old am I to play with passion;
Too young, to be without desire.
What from the world have I to gain?
Thou shalt abstain — renounce — refrain!
Such is the everlasting song
That in the ears of all men rings —
That unrelieved, our whole life long,
Each hour, in passing, hoarsely sings.
In very terror I at morn awake,
Upon the verge of bitter weeping,
To see the day of disappointment break,
To no one hope of mine — not one — its promise keeping:—
That even each joy’s presentiment
With wilful cavil would diminish,
With grinning masks of life prevent
My mind its fairest work to finish!
Then, too, when night descends, how anxiously
Upon my couch of sleep I lay me:
There, also, comes no rest to me,
But some wild dream is sent to fray me.
The God that in my breast is owned
Can deeply stir the inner sources;
The God, above my powers enthroned,
He cannot change external forces.
So, by the burden of my days oppressed,
Death is desired, and Life a thing unblest!
Mephistopheles
And yet is never Death a wholly welcome guest.
Faust
O fortunate, for whom, when victory glances,
The bloody laurels on the brow he bindeth!
Whom, after rapid, maddening dances,
In clasping maiden-arms he findeth!
O would that I, before that spirit-power,
Ravished and rapt from life, had sunken!
Mephistopheles
And yet, by some one, in that nightly hour,
A certain liquid was not drunken.
Faust
Eavesdropping, ha! thy pleasure seems to be.
Mephistopheles
Omniscient am I not; yet much is known to me.
Faust
Though some familiar tone, retrieving
My thoughts from torment, led me on,
And sweet, clear echoes came, deceiving
A faith bequeathed from Childhood’s dawn,
Yet now I curse whate’er entices
And snares the soul with visions vain;
With dazzling cheats and dear devices
Confines it in this cave of pain!
Cursed be, at once, the high ambition
Wherewith the mind itself deludes!
Cursed be the glare of apparition
That on the finer sense intrudes!
Cursed be the lying dream’s impression
Of name, and fame, and laurelled brow!
Cursed, all that flatters as possession,
As wife and child, as knave and plow!
Cursed Mammon be, when he with treasures
To restless action spurs our fate!
Cursed when, for soft, indulgent leisures,
He lays for us the pillows straight!
Cursed be the vine’s transcendent nectar —
The highest favor Love lets fall!
Cursed, also, Hope! — cursed Faith, the spectre!
And cursed be Patience most of all!
Chorus of Spirits(invisible)
Woe! woe!
Thou hast it destroyed,
The beautiful world,
With powerful fist:
In ruin ’tis hurled,
By the blow of a demigod shattered!
The scattered
Fragments into the Void we carry,
Deploring
The beauty perished beyond restoring.
Mightier
For the children of men,
Brightlier
Build it again,
In thine own bosom build it anew!
Bid the new career
Commence,
With clearer sense,
And the new songs of cheer
Be sung thereto!
Mephistopheles
These are the small dependants
Who give me attendance.
Hear them, to deeds and passion
Counsel in shrewd old-fashion!
Into the world of strife,
Out of this lonely life
That of senses and sap has betrayed thee,
They would persuade thee.
This nursing of the pain forego thee,
That, like a vulture, feeds upon thy breast!
The worst society thou find’st will show thee
Thou art a man among the rest.
But ’tis not meant to thrust
Thee into the mob thou hatest!
I am not one of the greatest,
Yet, wilt thou to me entrust
Thy steps through life, I’ll guide thee —
Will willingly walk beside thee —
Will serve thee at once and forever
With best endeavor,
And, if thou art satisfied,
Will as servant, slave, with thee abide.
Faust
And what shall be my counter-service therefor?
Mephistopheles
The time is long: thou need’st not now insist.
Faust
No — no! The Devil is an egotist,
And is not apt, without a why or wherefore,
“For God’s sake,” others to assist.
Speak thy conditions plain and clear!
With such a servant danger comes, I fear.
Mephistopheles
Here, an unwearied slave, I’ll wear thy tether,
And to thine every nod obedient be:
When There again we come together,
Then shalt thou do the same for me.
Faust
The There my scruples naught increases.
When thou hast dashed this world to pieces,
The other, then, its place may fill.
Here, on this earth, my pleasures have their sources;
Yon sun beholds my sorrows in his courses;
And when from these my life itself divorces,
Let happen all that can or will!
I’ll hear no more: ’tis vain to ponder
If there we cherish love or hate,
Or, in the spheres we dream of yonder,
A High and Low our souls await.
Mephistopheles
In this sense, even, canst thou venture.
Come, bind thyself by prompt indenture,
And thou mine arts with joy shalt see:
What no man ever saw, I’ll give to thee.
Faust
Canst thou, poor Devil, give me whatsoever?
When was a human soul, in its supreme endeavor,
E’er understood by such as thou?
Yet, hast thou food which never satiates, now —
The restless, ruddy gold hast thou,
That runs, quicksilver-like, one’s fingers through —
A game whose winnings no man ever knew —
A maid that, even from my breast,
Beckons my neighbor with her wanton glances,
And Honor’s godlike zest,
The meteor that a moment dances —
Show me the fruits that, ere they’re gathered, rot,
And trees that daily with new leafage clothe them!
Mephistopheles
Such a demand alarms me not:
Such treasures have I, and can show them.
But still the time may reach us, good my friend.
When peace we crave and more luxurious diet.
Faust
When on an idler’s bed I stretch myself in quiet.
There let, at once, my record end!
Canst thou with lying flattery rule me,
Until, self-pleased, myself I see —
Canst thou with rich enjoyment fool me,
Let that day be the last for me!
The bet I offer.

life becomes more valuable as one grows older.






















Friday, December 13, 2019

Todi.

There are many beautiful morning ragas in Hindustani Classical music. Raga Todi or Miyan ki Todi was the trademark composition of Miyan Tansen the legendary composer in the court of Akbar. Raga Todi is also known as Miyan ki Todi, Shuddha Todi and Darbari Todi. All these names essentially refer to the same Raga Todi.

Todi is a morning raga that is sung from 8am to 10am. It has the ability to evoke the same mood of playfulness of a newborn lying in bed content, smiling and playful. In film music, Raga Todi has been largely used in composing songs that depict pathos. 


The ten thaats (arrangement of notes) in Hindustani Classical Music are Asavari, Bilawal, Bhairav, Bhairavi, Todi, Poorvi, Marwa, Kafi, Kalyan, Khamaj. I use a simple mnemonic (AB-BB-TPM-KKK) to remember the list.
Click on Raag name to get details about the Raag and to listen the Aaroh-Avroh and Bandishen of the Raag.

Abhogi KanadaAdanaAheer BhairavAlhaiya BilawalBageshreeBahar
BairagiBairagi TodiBasantBasant MukhariBhairavBhairavi
BhatiyarBheemBheempalasiBhoopaliBhupal TodiBihag
Bilaskhani TodiChandrakaunsCharukeshiChhayanutDarbari KanadaDes
DeshkarDesiDev GandharDevgiri BilawalDevshreeDurga
Gaud MalharGaud SarangGauri (Bhairav Ang)Gopika BasantGorakh KalyanGunkali
Gurjari TodiHameerHans DhwaniHans KinkiniHarikaunsHemant
HemshriHindolJaijaivantiJaldhar KedarJaunpuriJhinjhoti
JogJogeshwariPancham JogeshwariJogiyaJogkaunsKafi
KalawatiKamodKaushik Dhwani (Bhinn Shadj)Kausi KanadaKedarKeerwani
KhamajKhambavatiKomal Rishabh AsawariLalitLanka Dahan SarangMadhukauns
Madhumad SarangMadhuvantiMalgunjiMalharMalkaunsMand
Maru BihagMarwaMegh MalharMohankaunsMultaniNand
NarayaniNayaki KanadaNut-BhairavParameshwariPatdeepPilu
PuriyaPuriya DhanashriPuriya KalyanPoorviRageshreeRamdasi Malhar
RamkaliSarang (Brindavani Sarang)SaraswatiSaraswati KedarShahana KanadaShankara
ShivranjaniShobhawariShreeShuddha KalyanShuddha SarangShyam Kalyan
SindhuraSohaniSundarkaliSundarkaunsSurdasi MalharTilang
Tilang BaharTodiVachaspatiVibhasYaman

Use the Samay Chakra to see when a raga sounds at its most melodious


Raga Samay Chakra